I want to curse, so please, excuse me for being rude.
I am so fucking emo right now. I don’t know I am emo-ing abut what, but I am damn emo. I need my old friend sitting beside me right now and hug me.
What the fuck!!! This stupid feeling fucking kill me.
I want to hug a friend now, and I want is so badly.
This feeling is very familiar…
Just exactly the same. The feeling of being left behind by the one I truly love.
Damn, I feel so lonely.
I want to cry. I want to cry. I want to cry.
I fucking want to hide from everyone. I don’t want to talk. I only want a hug.
I knew it!! I knew it!!
Two years ago, you love me a little, and after two years, it is still the same.
Okay, you do love me, I know. 4 out of 10 maybe.
This is so hard for me, but well , you don’t fucking care.
You never change. NEVER!!
You are who you are. You will always be the selfish you.
I don’t hope for you to change anymore. I might as well give up.
My hand is full of blisters, because I am the only one holding so tight.
Goodbye.
Edited:
You don’t even wanna comment or talk about it because you are so god damn afraid that people might say about you. You don’t even fucking dare to admit your wrong in front of others. You are also the c-o-w-a-r-d!! I am fucking piss off and tired of the way you are. Fucker!!
teddybear here :P , peggy u still young still got chance to choose which guy u need u like ,so dun worry be happy ya. happy always :)
i dont know what to say..
u too, dun too stress and emo.. :)
=) look through a better future. *hugs* chill gurl. time will tell the truth.
chill dear…
should hangout more often
The dissapointment is very hard for me to take it some times..
But well, to change or not to change, is his choice..
life’s goes on dear friend… n_n. Don’t push yourself too hard. Maybe God’s want you to test yourself inner strength. Love is like that..just follow the flow. I tell you my 1st ex. i with her 6 years but after that? she broked up with me coz her feel with me no more like last time… i can’t face it..so how? 1 year plus already we saperate… but inside my heart i still love her…but i can’t own her. stupid right? if you love him…let him go and let him do whatever he wanna do at least he happy. Pray to urself… close ur eyes n free ur mind… God’s Will Blessing You Wherever You Are…
=) peggy, let love leads de way~
i know when u post this entry, u r really really emotional n down..
hopefully after a few days, u’ll feel much more better..
n do note dat ..the WahWah84 isn’t me..hehe
Holyshit, seriously, I have no idea why the heck you love him so much.. is it worth it? You endure so much pain…