If you ever notice, human do change.
We all change, some for better and some for worse.

* The long gone girl.

I think I changed quite a bit, if not drastically.
Zero nine is a perfect year to start anew. Everything is new.
New goals, new perception, new friends, new room, and you name it.

I think somehow my friends lead me to what I am today. If it weren’t for them, I won’t be this strong.
I still cant believe that finally I’ve get over that whole incident. (:
Nowadays when I chat with my friends or my bestie in particular, sometimes she got a shock from what came out from my mouth.
She just couldn’t believe that finally I say such things. I don’t know, I think I’m no longer that emo girl.
Hmm, no no. I still get emo but in a different way. Ah, I don’t know how to put it in words but I’ve changed.

What used to hurt me, still hurt me today but I no longer whine about it. It’s the past and I’m glad it is the past. (:
I’m looking forward to the future, I’m eager to know.
I know, things don’t always come my way but anyhow, sometimes it will come my way.
I’ve learned a lot from all the failures and I guess that is what makes me a stronger person too.

Well, I don’t think my life is that bad after all. People come and go, but those who stay are those I will treasure.
When some of my friends go, there will be new friends who come and I’ll just have to see if they stay.
And when you leave, for a not-so-good-reason, don’t try to come back because that ain’t gonna work.

* Love me or hate me for who I am. (:

I actually saw a very ridiculous situation recently. So right now as I type further, I’m speaking on behalf of my friend and me myself if that ever happen to me which I hope not.

When she loves you with all her heart, you either love her back or call it quit.
When she loves you with all her heart, you don’t take her for granted, come and go anytime you wish.
When she loves you with all her heart, that doesn’t give you the right to step and stomp on her heart.
When she loves you with all her heart, that too doesn’t give you the right to crash her heart just like this and come back later on, saying ‘We’re cool, right?’.
Let me tell you, you save all that fuck for yourself or whoever the victim may be.

Human change my dear.
Yes, she used to love you but that doesn’t mean she still do.
Stop living in your own imagination world and think that she’ll wait for you 24/7 and be ready for you anytime you want.
You defeated her once, twice or thrice but that too doesn’t mean you’ll defeat her forever.
Humans don’t stay as losers forever. Forever don’t even exist.
One minute you’re the winner, the next minute you might be the loser.

Can’t you see now that she’s already the winner? Or that you actually knew it but you just couldn’t accept the fact?
She, no longer is that same old ‘she’ who will do whatever it takes just to make you happy. Just to see you smile.
Accept the fact, you are no longer her concern.
So please stop doing all the silly stuff and make yourself even more foolish than you already are.

Maybe you didn’t notice it, that you’re bless because she is willing to love you and do whatever it takes for you.
But that’s long gone. How’s your life doing? I smell pathetic.
Really, the more I know, the more I pity you. Pathetic life.

Don’t ever come back and mess with the girls especially the Scorpios, because the word revenge is in our dictionary.
Yes, I’m a bitch when it comes to shits like this.
I’m a bitch like that and you can hate me for that. Owh, it rhymes. Haha..
Sorry if my post ever offend you but truth to be told, this is mean to offend you anyway.

Now go and carry on with your pathetic life, I’m done with my post.