Daddy,

Brother called mom just now and he is back home already.
Indeed, he is in lock up and indeed, he is selling pirated vcd.
I couldn’t really accept this. How could my brother sell pirated vcd?
I know you will definitely be very upset, so do I.

I don’t think that mom and Vincent will actually be upset about this.
Because I ask that stupid Vincent how now, and he say what how.
And he say me stupid.

He is your son, and I really care and treat him as my brother.
Even he is half my brother, he is still my brother.
He always dissapoint you, and I don’t know why.
He never listens to you and he never studies.
But you still love him, I know..

I wanted to sms him, and tell him stop doing that.
I want to let him you you will definetely get very upset.
I want to let hime knpw what he is doing is not right and he wont have a good future doing that.
But I dare not. Because I am younger than him, I am afraid that he might not like it.

We are apart of you, and he is apart of you.
You know you always are the first in my life and since he is apart of you, I want him to be good. I just don’t want him to be like this forever.

I know his life is a lot tougher than mine, he lost you, and his mom is not by his side.
But he should think. He should…
Should I sms him, daddy?

Ching Ming is coming and I’m very happy. Couldn’t get to visit you last year due to Ah Pak’s death.
Come to my dream, I’m waiting..

Edited: He sms-ed me and call me not to worry. He promise me to change his job and ask me to take care. He will find me after he has a new job. I hope he keep his promise..