David Guetta Live in Malaysia marks my fifth rave but sadly not the best.

I never felt that pissed at any rave event, that day was the first.
We were all late for Alesso which I was so looking forward to due to the crazy jam, also my first time experiencing such jam due to rave.

Maybe it’s just me finding faults but it did almost turned my mood off entirely. Or perhaps I was way too sober the entire time.

1. The stage was way further than all the other rave’s stages, we have to walk so far in.
2. It wasn’t even a proper walkway at some point, I have to step on stadium chairs to get down.
3. Of course, they wouldn’t have crowd control because that just means that the event organizer will earn lesser but the crowd literally drives me crazy. It was so fucking crowded and it is totally not cool to have god knows how many person’s sweat on my body.
4. When it was time to leave, I have to go through stepping the stadium chairs again but it was worst this time. There were 2 sides, one which kept walking and going while the other side (which was my side) was stopped by the security guard again and again. It was already so crowded and the guard decided to just stop and not let us go. The atmosphere was so stuffy, a friend I bumped into fainted and the stupid guard still did not let us go. I WAS FURIOUS! Really, organizer?
5. Half of the crowds acted like animals or worse.

ANGRY DIE ME! And here are the pictures from my angry night.

#1 Almost towards the end of Alesso’s spin.

#2 Lights from screen.

#3 An overexposed picture of my outfit for the night taken from Zoe’s S3.

#4 My fat boy who didn’t enjoy as much too.

#5 Me and Gavin who’s having an orgasm look on his face haha.

#6 With my bff’s bf who surprisingly wanted to go with us but just stood there whole night. Sigh, Y U NO DANCE?

#7 Zoe, Alvin, and Poh.

#8 I decided to just let Zoe take the pictures since her pictures taken from her S3 is so clear but ended up blur.

#9 Because she still doesn’t know how to focus using S3’s camera.

#10 Which explains why I now have more than 1 blur pictures. I also look so skeleton-y in this picture it kinda scares me.

Everyone has been telling me how skinny I am or that I look even skinnier the last time we met but I don’t understand!
I weigh myself and indeed I lost weight but I’ve been eating and eating too.
I’m constantly eating to the point where my friend said, ‘Every time I see you, you’re eating’ or ‘Every time you come out, you eat’.

Maybe I party too much, my type of working out. Mm hmm.