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Sad or Happy?

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To Mr. Selfish Boyfriend,

I look fine today, I talk and laugh today..
But that doesn’t mean that I’m really fine with it and am not sad anymore and will love you to death and wont leave you.
I just don’t wanna be sad, and that is why I don’t look sad.
I don’t call it a quit now, and that means you still have the chance.
Well, the chance are always there, but I don’t think you realize it.
You either take it or leave it, I don’t really mind anymore.
I just want to remind you that I can live without you and there will always be a better one for me.
So, if you want to let someone else to take me, I am fine with it.
That’s all I want to say..

Okay la, enough for the sad sad thing.. I got happy stuff to tell..
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danny.jpg Woot, Danny and Doraemon..

You all know ah, I think DannyOne comment on my blog la..
I guess it is him la, and I am so damn happy, ok..
Man, I like very very happy until like syok sendiri like that.
Sorry la Danny if I ter-scare you, but I couldn’t control my happy-ness.
You know there’s once I saw you at the Connaught Oldtown Kopitiam.
I keep on staring at you man, and I guess you know it.
I wanted to take tandatangan one, but I terlalu scared already.
Aih, I wonder you remember or not la..
Nevermind la.. Come more to my blog, comment more, then make me happy happy gila..
If its not him, then I malu gila and sad gila already..
Please tell me its you.. *pray hard*

:D

Sorry for my rojak language, just feel like using it..

I want to curse b’coz I am emo..

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I want to curse, so please, excuse me for being rude.

I am so fucking emo right now. I don’t know I am emo-ing abut what, but I am damn emo. I need my old friend sitting beside me right now and hug me.

What the fuck!!! This stupid feeling fucking kill me.
I want to hug a friend now, and I want is so badly.

This feeling is very familiar…
Just exactly the same. The feeling of being left behind by the one I truly love.
Damn, I feel so lonely.

I want to cry. I want to cry. I want to cry.
I fucking want to hide from everyone. I don’t want to talk. I only want a hug.

I knew it!! I knew it!!
Two years ago, you love me a little, and after two years, it is still the same.
Okay, you do love me, I know. 4 out of 10 maybe.
This is so hard for me, but well , you don’t fucking care.

You never change. NEVER!!
You are who you are. You will always be the selfish you.
I don’t hope for you to change anymore. I might as well give up.

My hand is full of blisters, because I am the only one holding so tight.
Goodbye.

Edited:
You don’t even wanna comment or talk about it because you are so god damn afraid that people might say about you. You don’t even fucking dare to admit your wrong in front of others. You are also the c-o-w-a-r-d!! I am fucking piss off and tired of the way you are. Fucker!!

Brother went missing..

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My elder brother is missing from home for like 2 to 3 days already.
This morning my aunt told me that, and I am very worry about him.

Was at college when my aunt told me, and I couldn’t hold back my tears.
Daddy come to my mind and I’m sure he don’t want anything happen to brother.
I hope he is save from any harm and be back as soon as possible.

No one knows who is his friends and where he actually work.
We don’t even have a way to find me..
Please please please be back home..

Edited:
Heard from mom that brother might be in lokap (lock up).
This really scare me. Not sure whether how true it is, but she said that he is selling pirated Vcds. How could this be? What if it is true?

If it is really true, then I’ll be very upset.
Don’t he has a brain to think what is right and what is wrong?
If daddy is here, I’m sure he will make him die one more time.
He is always like that, never think of the consequences, and I know daddy will be very dissapointed.
I just wish he will come back home.

6 Weird Things About Me

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I’ve been tagged by my brother, Vincent .
Ok, actually I asked him to tag me because no one tag me before. I sound so desperate..

“Rules & Regulations: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog! “
1. I don’t like to bath and wash my hair at the same time. I like to only wash my hair without weting my body, and hours later only I go to bath without wetting my hair.

2. I like to put my leg on the table while I am using the computer.

3. When I nap in the afternoon, I never go to my bed. I nap on my sofa.

4. I don’t know how to burp. I mean I don’t know how to make the burp thing. If you call me to burp, I cant do it. It will come out when it want to and I have no control over it.

5. When I am outside eating, I am so use to take off my shoes, put my leg on the chair and cross it. Almost every time. And now it even happens when I am in the class. (terrible)

6. When I am using the sit toilet and I feel that it is dirty, I don’t sit on it and pee. I squat a little bit, and pee.. Hehe..

And I have to tag 6 bloggers now?
I have no one to tag.. :(

Okay, I tag..
1. Vvens
2. Wah Wah
3. no one
4. no one
5. no one
6. no one

Poor me.. :( I don’t have friends..

Study

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I am typing this using metapad and not wordpress because there is some problem with the line.
So, being the smart ass I am, I type using metapad first, to save time. *evil grins*
Yah, I know I am not smart, but you don’t have to say that.. -.-

Ok, I am back from Oldtown Kopitiam.
Went there to study Economics with Shaun.
I have to do this because I am not paying much attention when the lecturer teached.
Yah, you can call me lazy or whatever you like, but Economics is just not really my thing.
It is so so boring and it sucks. Almost every class I sit there day dreaming.
I rather study my own then listen to the lecturer, I don’t know why.
And since the final exam is nearer and nearer and this is the last semester for me in foundation, so I must pass all the subject.
Ans so, I study Economics with my Shaun.. Hehe..
I am at Chapter 3 now, supply and demand. Ok, enough for this, this is not what I actually want to talk about.

I slept at 4am last night which is because I am not tired and I am thinking…..
Shaun told me that he might study his degree at overseas. Suck right??
Bf going to overseas and you study alone at Malaysia.
But this is the best choice for him, I wont tie him up here.
I want to go overseas too, unfortunately, I CANT!!!
Reason – $$
Even studying at UCSI is already a problem to me. I am going to borrow money from PTPTN to support my fees.
My mom is definetely not going to pay for me, even she ada the duit..
Why? I also don’t know. At first she called me to study Form6 and I was like no way man..
This don’t work for me and I know it.

Mom: Study Form6!!
Me: NO. It is just a waste of time for me. I know I cant do it. I know what is best for me.
Mom: I know, you want to follow your friends ma, all go college, you also go college la, got face ma..
Me: !!!! Half of my friends go to Form6, OK???
Mom: I don’t have money for you. You don’t have to study, go to work.
Me: (wtf) I can borrow money…
Mom: Who say you can?? You thought you are very clever..
Me: (wtf again) I am not that stupid. I can study, OK? Don’t (f*king) look down on me, can or not?
Mom: You so geng, you borrow and let me see la..

And I will borrow the money next semester because I can’t borrow while I am still at foundation.
She is like so not supporting me and all I wanna do is study.. Duh..
I know, you will say then choose Form6, but those course don’t suit me and it really will waste my time.
And now, you tell me, the very unfortunate me how to go overseas?
Ownself sea also almost cant go already, say what overseas..
Those of you who can go overseas, you are so bless you know. Appreciate it..
I really want to go because I can gain more experience, be more independent, and my certificate will definetely smell a lot nicer..
So, anyone willing to sponsor me?? Please, I am really serious..
How I wish some uncle (not gold fish uncle) will keep me at their ‘kei’ daughter and let me study overseas.
If you know anyone who is willing to do that, do let me know.
My life is not as easy as you think it is..

The connections is so sot I have to post this today, instead of yesterday… -.-

Does your name say who you are?

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Saw this at the Friendster’s bulletin board and I find it quite fun..

KEY:
A: likes to think…
B: Likes people
C: is wild and crazy
D: Has one of the best personalities ever.
E: A very gud fren.
F: People adore you.
G: never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: Loyal to those you love.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: dead sexy
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Damn crazy
S: Loyal to those you love.
T: Easy to fall in love with
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.

Ok, let me check how true is it..

P: Popular with all types of people. (is it?)
E: A very gud fren. (Hehe…)
G: never let people tell you what to do. (very true)
G: never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for. (My bf must be very lucky.. lol)

C: is wild and crazy (Sometimes)
H: Have a very good personality and looks. (you say..)
O: Best in bed. (….. my bf is damn lucky then.. )
W: Very broad minded.

Have a try and see what does your name say about you..

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