我知道伤心不能改变什么
Wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me
I know that sadness will not be able to change anything

那么让我诚实一点
Na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian
If that’s the case, then let me be honest a little bit

诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
Cheng shi nan mian you bu neng kong zhi de xuan xie
To be honest that’s it’s difficult to avoid an unruly betrayal

只有关上了门不必理谁
Zhi you guan shang le men bu bi li shei
I can only close the door and ignore the world

一个人坐在空的包厢里面
Yi ge ren zuo zai kong de bao xiang li mian
Sitting alone inside this empty space

手机让它休息一夜
Shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye
Let the cellphone rest for a night

难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
Nan, xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian
[So] Difficult, [I feel like] cutting off all the frames of memory

眼泪不能流过十二点
Yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian
These tears can no longer shed past Midnight

生日快乐 我对自己说
Sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo
Happy birthday, I said to myself

蜡烛点了
La zhu dian le
[As] The candles are blown

寂寞亮了
Ji mo liang le
Loneliness lit up

生日快乐
Sheng ri kuai le
Happy birthday

泪也融了
Lei ye rong le
Tears are melted away

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
Wo yao xia xia ni gei de ni na zou de yi qie
I want to thank for all that you gave and took away

还爱你带一点恨
Hai ai ni dai yi dian hen
Having to love you still, carries a little scar

还要时间
Hai yao shi jian
Only time

才能平衡
Cai neng ping heng
Can heal the wound

热恋伤痕
Re lian shang hen
Passionate love leaves painful traces

画面重生
Hua mian chong sheng
As the picture replays

祝我生日快乐
Zhu wo sheng ri kuai le
Wish me a happy birthday

P.S: This is a timestamp post. Its 12 o’clock now and its my birthday. I’m at outside now and I guess I’m enjoying myself. :’)

I have a very nice dream last night. : )
A very sweet and happy dream and I think by far, this is the best dream I have.
I try to play back the dream again and again, because the feeling is really good.
But then I know, a dream will always be a dream.
I can now turn around and smile at our memories. : )

Everyday is a brighter day. : )

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won’t forget

Such lovely memories.. : ))))
P.S: My job has been postponed for another 2 days. -.-

The rear passenger of a Proton Waja died in an early morning accident near the Sunway Pyramid shopping mall, while the driver managed to walk away without a scratch on his body.

Four friends from TAR College, all from Kedah, had just left together after celebrating a friend’s birthday at a nightclub at the mall.

About 200m after Sunway Pyramid, witnesses said the car hit the central divider at KM1.7 of the New Pantai Expressway and was flung across — directly into the path of traffic flowing in the opposite direction.

The car then slammed into a Secure Express courier delivery truck and came to a rest on the emergency lane.

The courier truck driver, Wan Ismail, 40, said the car came flying sideways about one metre above the road — directly into his path.

“It happened so fast and there was nothing I could do to prevent my truck hitting it head-on,” he said, still in shock.

The truck had just come from the company’s headquarters in Section 33 in Shah Alam and was heading towards the highway on its way to make a shipment to Penang.

A nearby resident, Haslina Abdul Razak, 30, was at home and heard a “loud bang” at 3.25am. She came rushing out of her house and saw the driver getting out of the Waja, unsteady on his feet. She also noticed three passengers in the car, and they all looked very young, probably in their early 20s.

Police arrived a short while later and the rear passenger — Kang Ching Heang, 20 — was found to have died in the accident. The other two passengers were injured and were taken to the University Malaya Medical Centre for treatment.

One passenger suffered leg injuries while the other is in a critical condition, with severe head injuries.

A fire engine was also called in to help cut into the badly mangled Waja to extricate Kang’s body.

I feel so uneasy after reading this news. I’m not sure, maybe because I do go to club once in a while and after reading this, I feel scared. Or maybe because they are the same age with me and we have the same lifestyle. Or maybe because this remind me of friends who drive fast.
Right after I finish reading the news, I feel like calling my friends and ask them not to drive so fast. I’ve got friends who club till the dawn, drank so much till they are so blur and then drive back home. This is really disturbing.

To all my friends, please please please do not speed. Please do not drink so much if you know you are going to drive home after clubbing. I do not want to see anyone of my friends appear on the newspaper like the above.

May the rear passenger RIP.

P.S: Summer, Autumn hopes that you can drive safely. Autumn still care about Summer’s safety.

I think I shall start to be a little more ignorant.
Why bother and care so much when people is not appreciating it?
I shall keep reminding myself this, whoever die or whatever shit happens, it is none of my business.
Haih, die then die la.. I don’t wanna give a fuck anymore.

Byebye..

I went to bed around 4 something in the morning last night.
Every night before I fall asleep, I always imagine or think of some useless stuff because I can never fall asleep right away unless I am dead tired.
Last night I was a bit tired so I didn’t bother to imagine but I switch on the radio on my handphone and listen to 988.
When I was age 15 and 16, I listen to radio on my handphone every night before I fall asleep. And last night brings back that same old feeling. That old feeling somehow make me feel weird.

As I listen and listen, at one point I was about to fall asleep but all of a sudden I was awake because of this one song. You know how you almost fall asleep and all of a sudden someone or something wakes you up and your heart beats quite fast. Is there such thing?
Whatever lah, that is what I feel last night when that one song wakes me up.

What song, you ask. A song that I use to like a lot. A song that brings a smile to my face and yet at the same time make me feel unhappy. A song that someone once purposely on it for me to listen when a bunch of us is at cyber cafe few years back, which I actually did not notice until I was told about it.

The first few notes of the music I already know it is that song. That song.

多爱我一天 (Duo AI Wo Yi Tian) from Energy.
You can listen to it here.
Such old memories.
5 years back.
All I can do is look back and smile. : )