I always put this sentence at the corner of my mouth, ‘guys larh, guys!’.
I’m aware that I’m being a little stereotypical here , thanks to all the bad experience from guys.
Of course, I too am aware that not all guys are the same but when you encounter the same shit one after another, over and over again, you cant help but to prove that your stereotyping is right. Maybe.

It’s a struggle really. A part of me want to trust a guy wholeheartedly and another part of me asking myself not to, don’t be dumb. How can you trust a guy entirely.
Once in a while I remind myself, it’s guys nature. They’re just like that, so if anything I didn’t wish to happen happened, I wont be that upset. But really, I mean guys are like that.
In a way it’s okay. I know, guys sometimes just wanna have a little fun.
It’s all good as long as the fun wouldn’t harm anyone.

7436.) I think I’ll love you until my final days come, even though you confessed to me you can’t even count the number of people you’ve had sex with since we broke up. I still have feelings for you, and I still find myself wishing you’d just show up at my window one more time. Even though you used me for sex for so long, I forgive you. Because now I see as you do, all women are for is for the pleasure and entertainment of men, because that is how we present ourselves. As mere holes for men to put their dicks in. That is why I forgive you, I have accepted your mentality. Our mentality. This is also the reason I will follow in my mother’s footstep and be a home-wrecking whore for the rest of my life. And to think I’ve only lived 16 years…

What’s not okay is that, I can never accept a guy who treat girls as their sex slave or sex toy or however you want to name it. I read a lot of confessions on the net and I always come across all these, how these girls are treated as a sex toy by the guy they love.
I can never get it. How can a guy be so cruel knowing that the girl love you and you take full advantage of it.
How can you take advantage of the love that people have for you.
Have the girl’s feeling ever ever cross the mind of these guys, I wonder.
If only you can imagine, the person whom you love call you just for sex and once it’s done, you’ll be left in the dark until he feels like playing with you again.
That’s what we do to our toys, isn’t it.

I wonder what kind of shit is going through in the guy’s mind. Are you that uneducated and heartless?
I don’t know, I forever despise this type of people. And I know there’s a lot out there.
I don’t think these guys can ever make it up to the girl whom they’ve treated this way.
The sin will follow them wherever they go and karma will hit them right there. Just not yet.

Can people like this even sleep well at night?
A little fun for you might destroy a girl so badly, leaving her in trauma. Left her with no confidence.
These kind of people deserve no good in life. Sorry but I hope the worst thing will follow people like these wherever they go. Wherever.

If you’re doing these to a girl making her feeling like a garbage, you deserve to be a garbage.