I learned life the hard way.
Nothing ever comes easy in my life.
But for everything that happened, I’m glad it did.

You don’t get to learn this from school.
I’ve learned a lot of lessons, since years ago.
I’ve learned that nothing in life is permanent.
Not happiness, nor sadness. Change is constant.
I’ve learned that people walks in and out of my life, like a grocery store, just in and out in and out.
But a few true ones stay. Still staying for the moment.

Each and every time when people walked out of my life, I feel a punch in the heart.
All of them matters to me at some point in my life.
All my friends matters to me, friendship is something i treasure a lot.
Also is something that often makes me upset, feeling heartbreaking.

There’s a few I trusted when I shouldn’t.
But undeniably, I did had a great time with all of them.
I always get misunderstood a lot. So much, that I get tired of it.
Plus, I’m always the kind where I’ll try to explain whenever people misunderstand me because this is something I dislike a lot since young.
I hate it when people said I’m such when I’m not. It just hurt me because I try so hard to be a really good person.
I am still trying.

To whoever I’ve hurt or wronged, I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart because I never ever intend to hurt anyone especially my friends.
Having to hurt my friends, I indirectly hurt myself even more because I do get real upset if my friends were unhappy because of me, because of my doings.
My heart is sincere when it comes to friend, people who knows me believe it.
I would never do anything on purpose to hurt anyone of them.

I can only say as much, whether believing or not is entirely up to the other party.
But for all the mistreating and shits that happened in my life, I still feel grateful.
I can deal with shits much better compared to the old me, who’s so quick tempered.
For those who didn’t believe me, I wont be mad at you. I’m not mad at anyone. Just upset.

But it’s fine, after all the heartbreaks I can still be strong.
Crying doesn’t mean I’m weak okay. Pfft!
Anything can hit me, I’ll still stand for I believe nothing will be as bad as what happened so many years ago.

For those who believe in me, thank you so much.
You don’t know how much it means to me. (:

Another obstacle coming to my way, but I believe I can make it through.
“The happiest people don’t have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything they have.”

I ♥ this quote.
I want to make the best of everything I have now. I want to treasure everything and everyone who’s in my life.