Might Have To Stop Study

I’m a little confuse here.
I need to have 2 guarantors for my PTPTN loan but I only have one, my mom.
I really couldn’t find another one, no one wants to be my another guarantor.
If I really don’t have two, then I will not be receiving my damn loan and I will not have money to continue my studies, unless my mom is willing to pay for me.

My aunt told me that sometimes, education isn’t everything.
There is still other things like doing business or other jobs and be successful.
But education is something to me. I cant imagine myself not studying.
What job can I do if I don’t study? I really dare not think bout it.
I have dreams and goals in my life. I want to achieve it in my life.

What now? I really might have to stop study.
Theres other stuff I want to do that is going on in my mind.
But I give up very easily when things seems to not work out.
I really am afraid to fail.
I guess I’m really weak. I really need someone to support me.
I hate my attitude actually. Argh, I need help.
I’m so confuse now. I’m really having a damn hard life.

5 Comments

  1. mC July 31, 2007

    never give up in the things that u believe and esp the things that u want to do. there’s always a way. hope u find the other guarantor. =)


  2. kkjm July 31, 2007

    Maybe your relatives can help ler?? No worries.. Everything will be ok… Trust me..


  3. eric August 1, 2007

    wish u can find the another guarantor to support u ^^ cheer up


  4. Peggy August 2, 2007

    Hey, thanks a lot. Really. Every comment means something to me. Thanks for caring.
    kkjm: My relatives don’t want to help.


  5. -shaun- August 2, 2007

    dont worry, find another guarantor then everything is alright


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