“No one ever said that life would be fair, or that the moments you wanted to last forever would. As you start to realize, people who once said that they cared can stop in an instant and those people who once made you the happiest, are now the ones who make you cry. You realize that no matter how much you care about someone, it doesn’t mean they will care about you. Letting go of something isn’t hard, it’s what you leave behind that’s the hard part. You realize that kisses don’t always mean something and promises can be broken, just as quickly as they are made.”

so long .
the feeling is back.
the feeling of pain.
it’s been awhile since i felt this way .
it has too been awhile since i cried this hard.

i somehow knew it from the beginning but i tried to make it as an exception .
i’m not quite ready for it and it breaks my heart.
memories. <3 but i'm a big girl now, i'll deal with it. (: two weeks . and i'll be fine after that. hopefully. i cant wait for September to come . (: