It seems as though there is so much on my mind that I wish to say but words just couldn’t come out. As time passes each day, I feel lonelier and lonelier. I’ve been going out so much till late at night, sometimes till 3am, and even till 5am just to avoid being alone at home. I just dislike that feeling so much.
Every night when I reach home I go online, sitting in front of the computer, staring at the screen, feeling so lonely, and then I start to emo. Can I not have this kind of feeling cause it sucks so bad. All I can do is hang around till I’m dead tired and go back home and sleep straight away.

I am waiting for someone to come to my life, but I don’t know who he is. Please come faster because I really couldn’t stand the feeling of lonely any longer. I’m dependent or whatever shit but then this is me.