3am. the tenth year

3.24 am right now.
i went to catch a very hilarious movie with my friends. Old Dog.
and i’m glad that i did not stay at home.

it helps.
but now that i’m finally home, typing this.
it creeps into my mind again.

i thought i wouldn’t feel that much pain since it’s already the tenth.
but i’m wrong. i feel even worse.

exactly ten years ago. at this hour. you left.
remember how i lean on the bed. holding your hand ever so tightly and called you.
‘ba ba’

fuck. i’m not even finish and i’m already crying. fml
well fine. i don’t know what to say anymore.
wish you were here. as always.

dad. i’m pretty fine.
i hope you’re doing good too.
i’m getting a tattoo tomorrow.

it says.
fuck cancer.

4 Comments

  1. jiashin January 27, 2010

    was blog hopping and hopped into your blog.

    be strong girl!
    cancer took away the people i love too!
    im sure your tattoo’s gonna rock! :)


  2. Peggy January 27, 2010

    jiashin: hi (: thanks for hopping into my blog. haha.. you too be strong. (:


  3. Sarah January 28, 2010

    hi girl..im a silent reader..just felt like leaving a comment. I think your blog is nice..very honest =)

    p/s: you’re so pretty!


  4. Peggy January 29, 2010

    sarah: hey! (: thanks for reading . but my blog is full of crap sometimes. hah, hope that it didn’t bore you. and very thanks for the compliment. cheers (:


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